Sunday, October 25, 2009

I AM READY>>>>

I AM READY
to begin a new routine
to put God first in my day
to move (again)
to have my brother home
to exercise (i need to stop talking about it and DO IT)
to see Nick and Jody
to go to a retreat in FL
to bust with some news (but not my news to tell)
to make pudding cups with Audrey
to read to Braylon
to make new friends, enjoy the old ones and love love love!

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Thank you Jesus!


My little boy has had a year full of ear infections with one occurrence lasting over 6 weeks. It was decided he would need tubes and I was just fine with that! His appointment was scheduled for Nov 20th and typically I would have patiently waited BUT he currently has an infection and I know how long it takes him to heal. We are planning to attend a retreat in Florida in November and I was dreading a plane ride with fluid in Braylon's ears. I made a phone call to the ear doctor's nurse expecting the answer, I received, "no way we can move you up, there are just too many patients needing surgery right now, sorry we cannot help." Okay so I tried but then I let God try and he NEVER FAILS! Two hours after being told "no way" the nurse called with a cancellation for yesterday morning. So at 6:30am yesterday Braylon, Aaron and I were signing into outpatient surgery. After the anesthesiologist called my son a she for the third time (after being corrected twice) I was not feeling too comfortable about the guy. My husband and I both agreed he was not exactly the mentality we wanted putting our son to sleep (Oh 21lbs I thought they said 71lbs, oops!) Thankfully God heard our concerns and along comes a new anesthesiologist, thanks to some "technical difficulties and paperwork issues" the first anesthesiologist was unable to assist the doctor on Braylon's surgery. Thank you Jesus! Braylon received tubes at 7:40 and at 8:45am we were home :) He was a little fussy yesterday but the difference is already evident!
Daddy did a good job of taking care of Braylon yesterday :)

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

What's For Dinner?



We had a special appearance at our house tonight. Chef Audrey VE entertained our family with a delicious meal. She created dishes from her favorite recipe digest; pbssproutonline.com.

On the menu were Elmo Funny Face Pizza Surprises

and Noddy's Apple Cars





Thursday, October 15, 2009

Don't get Comfortable

I have been enjoying our life in the log cabin! Evidentially a little too much! God has decided to shake things up, once again. We will be homeless in approximately 3-4 weeks. If you are like me your first reaction is.......

WHAT!!???!!??

Then I realized a few things
1. I was settling into life in Indiana a little too much.
2. I was not focusing on raising funds.
3. I was not praying for our life as missionaries.
4. I was enjoying the comfortable life.

Don't get me wrong, I know God wants us to enjoy life and I am thankful for the life he has given me but at the same time I must keep my focus on Him and His call on my life.

So God has shook things up and we are looking for a new home. At the same time our energies and minds are refocused. As we are moving I am hoping this is the last move before Jamaica!

Best of luck to the McAllister Family as they move back HOME and settle in to a different way of life for a few months! Thank you for sharing your home with us for a few months :)

Saturday, September 19, 2009

UnderPaid???

Aaron and I had a discussion the other day based around professions we feel are under paid...

Service Men/Women
Teachers
Childcare Staff
Pastors
Police/Fire/Ambulance Personnel

I am sure there are more....who would you add to the list?

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

And The Answer Is.....






Cheese Puffs!
He dumped a big bag and enjoyed way too many of them!
(In case you are curious his poo was orange the next day)

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

First Day of Pre-School






New year, new school and I believe we have found a great place! Audrey will still be receiving schooling at home but she needed the interaction with other kids (in case you don't know Audrey she thrives on being around others!). I also feel it is important for Braylon to receive the one on one time with Mommy!


When picking Audrey up she explained, "some kids stay for daycare.
" I agreed with her and went on driving, then with a disappointed tone, "I want to stay for daycare." I explained to Audrey that we didn't have a need for daycare so she would not be attending. Her response in the most grown up voice, "Well, maybe next time I can stay." She must really like the school and her new friends if she is wanting to stay :)


Audrey is special helper this week!




At a later date......Braylon, Braylon, Braaaaaylon, What are you into???
Any guesses?

Thursday, September 3, 2009

**Inspired**




My dear friend Kimberly and my wonderful sister Carla have inspired me!
They are both taking on challenges and are in action or getting ready for action.
After getting off the phone with Kimberly yesterday I started
thinking about the few things that I love to do and don't make time for or have always wanted to do and made excuses. I have come up with a list of four initiatives. I believe I can work on all four at once because two I should do everyday but have recently became lax on each.

1. Read my Bible/ Devotional book
2. Exercise- walk, run, lift weights

No laughing at the next two...
1. Take a photography class
2. Dance lessons

I have been playing around with my camera and ....



have learned new techniques but I would benefit from some direction.

Last but not least I want to take dance classes. I took lessons as a child but did not continue into middle school. I regret that now and always enjoy watching others dance. I love it when Audrey wants to dance because it gives me an excuse to twirl, jump and move about and she actually things Mommy is good! So my final goal is to locate some dance classes and get movin! (anybody want to join me??)

Each Thursday I am going to post my progress for the week, what do I have to lose??

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Birthday Boy!


Braylon turned 1 on August 31st!

He was a little under the weather during his birthday weekend but cheered up of an evening to play with his new toys.


Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Didn't your momma tell you not to play with your food?

What started as a desperate attempt for a craft project turned into a great sensory lesson for both my kids!

How do they smell?



How do they feel?



That one did not taste good!


You never let me do crafts before, can I put some on the camera?


Braylon's final masterpiece.....his first artwork!




One of Audrey's many!


All items were edible and nontoxic.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

I am still amazed at God's ability to plan and arrange our lives, when we allow Him.
Example: Warning this is long and windy but has a point!
Aaron just so happened to see a person at the school who was withdrawing her daughter, he jokingly offered to house sit until their home sold. After a discussion with her husband they called and agreed that convenient arrangements could be made for both parties. Due to our children refusing to nap one afternoon, last week, we buckled them into the car and made a surprise visit to the family's residence. While talking with the family I noticed a book "for sale" in their moving sale. The book A Heart like His by Beth Moore caught my interest and I decided to take it home. I have been reading it for a few days, enjoying the story line and new insight. Yesterday, I read a verse and for some reason it stuck out to me. It stuck out so much that I later read it to Aaron while riding in the car. After receiving our first financial statement from CSI, this afternoon, I now know why God placed this verse in my head.

Amazing huh? God knew exactly what I needed days in advance and took all these people and circumstances to make it happen (I am really glad now that I did not complain about my extra long wait in the Dr office but happily read my book and the scripture that I needed)



Thursday, August 6, 2009

Pride

Last night, we had a friendly gathering of dinner and talking at the Vickery's. Some people brought Bibles, the word Jesus was used a few times and prayer was offered but overall we were just friends hanging out and "doing life together." There were several announcements and updates from our friends and I left with a since of pride. Some of the announcements were just to be shared amongst friends and not open to the public but just let me say that God is using people that open their hearts to him! Many hurt, lost and desperate people will be touched in Jesus name as my friends follow the calls God has placed on their lives. I am curious to see where we will be one year, five years or ten years from now. Please pray for all of us as we take risks, give more time to God, get nervous, lose sight and refocus, work through details, deal with family memebers, gain strength and most importantly love and forgive as Christ has shown us.

Monday, August 3, 2009

Been Awhile

It has been awhile since I left a post so here is a catch up....

1. Audrey turned 3!
2. Our house is sold! (less than 72 hours on the market)!
3. Braylon has had an ear infection for 6 weeks, ENT here we come!
4. We visited North Carolina, beautiful!
5. We are enjoying the fresh vegetables of our garden.
6. God has been showing me the amazing power of his mercy!
7. Mom collected donations and had a GREAT yard sale! (Thank you for the mission donations)
8. Audrey may make her first appearance at a Bible school tonight :)
9. Braylon is saying Set Go! (that makes a momma proud)
10 After set go, he now says Mom Mom (I was pretty far down the line after (Mac, dada, dog, ball, Zack (his cousin),down, up,yuck, set go).
11. I am attempting to gather curriculum/plans to home school Audrey, starting in a few weeks.
12. I am excited to be teaching Audrey!
13. God is an amazing planner, I cannot put my own daily schedule together, but God does mine and everyone else since the beginning of time until the end of time.....Wow!
14. My brother leaves for Australia in two weeks, I will miss him! We may not see each other for a long time!!
15. My sister has a blog- iwouldrecommend.blogspot.com
My sister is a talented writer and will be sure to keep you engrossed in her post!
16. Today is my Anniversary......A happy seven years together.....maybe tonight I will post a blog of our journey thus far!

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

It Must Have Been Her Birthday

Yesterday was Audrey's birthday. She started the day with a few gifts from Aaron, Braylon and I. Then the fun began as her friends arrived for the tea/birthday party. Audrey shared the event with Gretta as her 3rd birthday was the day before. After a beautiful craft, tea/punch was served and candles were blown out. Then the highlight of the party-PINATA! No one could bust it but they sure enjoyed trying! Thankfully pinatas now come with pull strings and a trap door :) After party festivities ended everyone went outside to play. A singing birtday wish came from Nana at lunch time that put a BIG smile on the little girl's face. Audrey's friend Luca stayed for the afternoon and believe it or not I convinced them both to take a nap! After nap Audrey opened her mail, 3 birthday cards! At her request Audrey ate Applebees for dinner and then spent her birthday money. She is now the proud owner of a small strawberry shortcake car, two pirates to ride in the car and a littlest pet shop pet to add to her collection. As if the day was not good enough, Audrey stayed up waaaaaaaaaaay past her bedtime to watch a movie and color a picture with Mommy. Thank you to everyone who made Audrey's day special as it ended promptly at 11:30pm!

Pictures to come!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Emotions

Why do women need to talk over their problems, viewing them from every angle?

Why do men need to deal with their problems inwardly or just avoid them completely?

Sunday, July 19, 2009

First of Many

Today was a hard day for me. Aaron and I had two speaking engagements at area churches. My sister, brother and brother in-law attended both churches and my parents spoke alongside us in the second church. During the first presentation, I looked out into the crowd and spotted my sister sobbing, this was the first time I have cried on stage. As my mom took the microphone this evening and shared her fears and pride of her children/grandchildren moving to Jamaica, I lost it once again.

I love God and I want to do his will. I have no question that my family is called to Jamaica and that God has placed a love in our hearts for the people of Jamaica.

I also love my family and will miss them dearly. I just wish that God would decide to ship them down to live with me. Whatever the future holds, I know God has a plan and is in control. He will be with me and provide friends, relationships and the strength that I need.

Saturday, July 18, 2009

What the heck?

While we were on vacation my brother sold our 57" television (with Aaron and my permission). We neglected to tell our daughter, who coincidentally LOVES tv. Upon arriving home from vacation the first place she walks is to the living room to turn on the missing tv. Her exact words "What the heck" she then walks to the couch and shakes her head saying what the heck?

This was rather comical as she has never used this phrase and her sincerity in being completely taken off guard. Audrey was not happy that we had sold "her" tv and that we had not informed her of the decision. She instantly wanted a "fix" and was not content until Aaron and I had devised a plan to remedy the situation.

While talking things over with Audrey, I was thinking about how petty her complaint was and could not believe she was so upset. To be honest I was annoyed that we were spending so much time "restabilizing" her world.

Well today my mind set has changed...some things transpired today that left me saying
"What the heck?"

I have no control over this situation but I was completely taken of guard and do not appreciate the feelings it has left in my heart and stomach. While speaking with Aaron as to how we can "remedy" this situation, we conclude that it is out of our hands. I know only grace, forgiveness and salvation can solve the situation and I am left to pray. My hands feel tied and it is now that I am glad that I could give Audrey such simple stability. That what currently shakes her world is not so devastating that she cannot have an easy fix. I am glad I took time to hear her feelings and did not leave her feeling the way I feel right now.

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

New perspective

Most people know the story of Noah's Ark, he built a boat and brought two of every kind of animal aboard. We think of it as a difficult task but not the HUGE undertaking that it was.

As I was reading a "open flap" book about Noah to A&B yesterday, I began to realize how much planning Noah had to do. In this book the pictures covered the entire page and the flaps introduced even more detail. There was a picture of bird houses lined up-one was for Robins, another for Cardinals and another for Fenches, then there were mice in the fruit bowl, a basket holding skunks, and a dark home for bats. There was a lily with a hummingbird eating nectar, one of Noah's sons had a bucket and was climbing a ladder to feed goats on the second level, there was a cage containing several species of butterflies. One picture shows a partition separating tigers from animals, it would typically enjoy for breakfast!

The illustrator put much thought into the pictures of this "children's" book, maybe he realized adults would be reading too. The pictures made me realize the magnitude of his project and how Noah could not have done it without God's planning. When I think of the ark, I think of typical animals (hippos, tigers, elephants, girafees, crocidiles, etc) not hundreds of birds, farm animals, iguanas, frogs, BUTTERFLIES, BEETLES, MOSQUITOS and all the zoo animals as well. I know there must have been tons of food but WOW, to think of all the needs like nectar for bees and hummingbirds? fish for penguins?, flies for spiders? desert plants for iguanas?....I could go on and on!

Noah had to trust God to help him obtain everything he needed. God equiped Noah with the knowledge, man power, skills, equipment and desire to see this project through.
For the Lord of hosts has planned, and who can frustrate it? And as for His stretched-out hand, who can turn it back? (Isaiah 14:26-27).

"I know that you can do all things; no plan of yours can be thwarted.
Job 42:1-3

In him we were also chosen, having been predestined according to the plan of him who works out everything in conformity with the purpose of his will,
Ephesians 1:10-12

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Just a Table

As I sort through our possessions attempting to sell most of the items and keeping a minimum, I have come across a few items that hold an unexpected amount of memories. This table was given to Audrey by her Mamaw and Papaw Black for her 1st birthday. I know that my suggestion of a little table seemed odd for a one year old but I am so glad we have it. At this table Audrey has painted many masterpieces, had an organized tea party, served many meals to her mommy and daddy, her first date with Sammy, wrote her first letters, colored Easter eggs and ate many meals. This table has brought laughter, tears, frustration and pride to her Mommy. Audrey has been a big girl and used her table to get her own items out of the upper cabinet (sometimes without my knowledge :), this table has been used to make her own pudding, and to turn on lights in the house. The table makes a distinct noise as it is pushed across the kitchen floor, upon Audrey's observation that Mommy is cooking. Audrey has stood beside me and made many cookies, cakes, and meals using her table as a stool. For awhile Audrey thought she should stand on the colored part of the table only and would mightly throw the red cover off before climbing upon it. What pride I had the first day I realized Audrey was sorting the legos into the correct colored squares on the table. A smile comes upon my face when I walk into the kitchen and see little Audrey standing proudly beside her Nana making cupcakes or beside her Daddy making pancakes. This may be the first item I cry over if we decide to sell it, I just do not know if I can do it.

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Great Weekend!

Friday-Fireworks, family and good food
Saturday- good food, shopping, friends, more good food and fireworks
Sunday-First Speaking engagement, great food, meeting new friends and now relaxing!

This weekend is almost a blur as I sit with my eyelids half open, listening to my brother and Aaron play video games and reflecting on the events of the past three days. I am so blessed to live in the USA where I can freely fellowship with family and friends and eat too much yummy food every meal, never once worrying about my safety or where I will sleep tonight.

God was with us today as we spoke to Providence Christian Church, pastored by Steve Sorensen. Everything went smooth and I was much less nervous than I anticipated. Aaron was great at striking up conversations and getting to know people. Braylon did his part by being friendly and reaching out to strangers :) Audrey was the highlight of my day! First I must say that my kids were so well behaved today that I could not ask for anything better! We were at church for 4 hours and sat through two services. Audrey has been preparing to "speak" to the church congregation about Jamaica for a week or so but I was unsure if she would perform when the day came.
As I offer her a chance to speak she pulls the microphone to her face and all of these wonderful well spoken words come from her mouth. I was so proud of her! Not only did she do well with public speaking but she understands our call to Jamaica. If you want to hear Audrey's interpretation of God's call on our life, visit one of the church's below while we are attending or just look her up and ask her!

We will be at the Union Chapel Church on July 19 and then we come back to Farmland Friends on July 26!!! Hope you can join us!!

Thank you to all who prayed for us today. Your prayers were answered and we had a blessed day. Thank you to Ron and Yvette for allowing us to bombard their house again!

Friday, July 3, 2009

It is Reality

The talk of being missionaries has been dream like and futuristic until the past week. Tuesday I spoke with a small group of ladies, informing them of our missionary plans and asking for prayer. Our letters have been sent out and we are approached daily by people "surprised" to hear we are leaving. Our truck is sold and our house and car are going on the market very soon. Our missionary "status" seems evident and real as I prepare a video and Aaron and I discuss topics for our upcoming speaking engagement, THIS SUNDAY! That's right in two days we will have our first official run through, pleading people to follow the commandment "Therefore go and make disciples of ALL nations." I feel like I am begging and pleading for money, the hard part is reminding myself that the money is not for me but for the work of Christ.

All prayers are appreciated as we take the next step in our journey.
Here is the video I have put together:

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

Doggies




The day has come and although I am sad it is here, I will relieved when it is over. We are trying to find a nice home for our dogs. Petey, a long haired jack russell and Mac, a jack russell mutt. Both dogs are well behaved (love attention), love to be outside and are house broke. Petey is about 5 years old and Mac is 3 1/2.

If you are interested or know someone who may be please leave me a comment!

Here they are in their favorite spot!

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

Yesterday's Project

Trying to keep two little ones entertained inside, when they know it is nice and sunny outside, can be difficult! On day two of our roofing project, the kids and I made a trip for some essentials (gatorade, water, craft items). Yes craft items. Here was the result of yesterday's fun!


Sunday, June 21, 2009

Happy Father's Day DAD

Dad has taught me so many things in the past.....most he probably thinks I don't remember. Generally when it was time for a lesson with Dad I was mad because he would not "just do it" for me. The funny thing is I think I remember how to do everything he taught me during these times.
Thank you for teaching me to change my oil, change my tire, use a hammer, a saw (of any type) and so much more. You are a great dad and I appreciate the time you spend with me!

I love you Dad!

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Blessed

Since I am blessed with an amazing husband! I wanted to make sure the kids (aka mom) gave him a great gift for Father's Day. Seeing as we are getting rid of most material things, a "normal" gift would not do. After some thought I recalled Aaron wanting to golf at a course near some friends of ours. I put a phone call and email in to these wonderful people and they made the golf trip happen and so much more!

God has blessed me with so many great people in my life! I am so very thankful for Ronn and Yvette! They offered a day and night of rest and relaxation. Golf, swimming, no cooking, a movie, kids to keep our kids busy, good food and free tickets to the children's museum-what a deal. We felt so welcome in their home and felt a sense of peace and rest while there. So my hope of an amazing Father's day gift was made possible by the Oren's!

Aaron enjoyed the time he spent with Ronn at The Legends and I enjoyed talking with Yvette and watching Audrey and Braylon have fun. Thank you guys!

Happy Father's Day Babe!